Homesick

 Funny

How can you be homesick when you are supposedly at home?

Is it the same to when sometimes you can feel so lonely even when you have people around?

Here I am, sitting at the corner of my bedroom, gulping down a bottle of Yakult. Tears falling down but I'm not really sure the real reason.

I asked for a rest. But how can I rest when everyone is resting with me. Somebody needs to run the world while I rest, right? Right?

What is wrong with me?

Oh Lord, so much cortisol in my late thirties.