People say happiness is a state of mind.
We create it ourselves.
It comes from within.
In my current state, all I can say is happiness is a fleeting moment. Happiness is temporary. Blegh who doesn't know that already huh? Fortunately sadness is temporary too. Everything in this world is.
I haven't been in peace with myself lately. True happiness feels like far-fetched. I cling onto external sources like food, entertainment, rest.. but those things never really satisfy me. At the end of the day, I am still back to square one.
I'm just.. not happy T.T
I shouldn't be unhappy, but I am.
Anyhow.. Deep down inside I know.. my heart is sick. It is full of impurities. I nurture almost all the negativities thrown at me. I know what I need to do, but everything feels so heavy. I am full of sins. I want to return my heart to Him for He is the only One who can cure me. Oh Allah, give me inayah.
My heart yearning for peace. All I want is peace.
Peace out.
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