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(riwayat bukhari)

Friday, September 23, 2016

Alyani

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

Assalamualaikum

Salam Jumaat! Penghulu segala hari.. Dah potong kuku? Dah istighfar?

Biasalah, kalau hari Jumaat, ujiannya lebih sikit. Selalu kalau Jumaat mesti jiwa mudah terusik, atau jiwa kacau lebih sikit. Tapi alhamdulillah harini tak diuji dengan masalah jiwa. Diuji dengan masalah kesihatan sikit. Perut memulas sejak semalam tak habis2. Penatlah juga ke toilet. Nak buat kerja pun tak tenang. Dibuatnya harini Syabas buat rawatan Sungai Semenyih pulak, so takde air sampai 6 petang nanti (Syabas habaq). So teruji lah sikit bila air tangki limited, diarrhea pula. My problem macam ni lah. It's either constipation, or diarrhea. Nampak sangat kan tak sihatnya diri ini. I. Have. To. Do. Something. Already.

Thankfully ada rezeki lebih, so sejak Isnin haritu, me & my better half have started our gym routine. every morning before going to work. Wow ke idok? Hehe semogalah tidak hangat-hangat tahi ayam. On the other hand, we also have started eating healthier (hardly). Haha perlahan-lahan lah~ Mengejut sangat jadi craving plak nanti :p

So kenapa tajuk entry 'Alyani'?

Haaa. Nak cerita ni. One fine night, I dreamed that I gave birth to a baby girl (the scene started on after the delivery, so no labour scene). Excited lah kan dapat baby. So bincanglah dengan my better half nak namakan apa. Dalam mimpi tu aku suggest nama Alia. My better half kata too short. So jadilah Alyani (padahal tak minat pun nama Alyani untuk anak kot, but we never know..). Hehe sat lepas tu, terjaga pulak tengah malam tu, and surprisingly I got bowel movement, like, wow ni first time terjaga tengah malam sebab nak membuang. So, metaphorically I flushed Alyani out that night. Kekeke. Geli ke? Don't be :p Hehe itulah akibatnya gatai pi google baby pictures sebelum tidur.

So sekarang Alyani dah jadi our inside joke :p

On another note, so far masalah hidup sekarang berlegar antara nak siapkan kerja/amanah, nak maintain/repair health, and nak control/upgrade our finance. And of course these problems rooted from and branches out to so many other issues. Haha nice tak summary I. But overall, being together makes us emotionally balance and happy, alhamdulillah. Selagi belum ada rezeki anak, selagi tu berdualah puas2. Hehe. We had gone through our depressed episodes, down and desperate days before, so now we try hard to embrace every little blessing we have, remind each other to be grateful always and appreciate each other as much as we should, inshaAllah. Not going down the same road again.

Till next time,
The 'me' after 'you' :)

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