Terkoyak

Bismillah & Assalamualaikum.

I've spent almost a zillion times thinking of giving up since last night and today. I was exhausted, mentally and emotionally and physically. All these are too hard for me. I felt like I am not cut for this road. I wanted to give my best, but I think I needed more time to focus.. I wanted to keep holding on, but the fact that sometimes letting go is better keep on popping in my head..

Yes I know. I shouldn't be whining, or complaining. I have to change my working style that is. And my mindset. And strengthen my goals. I am the one who needs to change. Change for the better.

Terima kasih semua yang bagi nasihat dan semangat.
Sangat sangat membantu.

"..Huhu patutlah orang tak suka tegur or nasihat kte ek.. Takut kena balik ek?"
"Kalau kita yang dah kenal tikah ni pun, leh sentap sampai leh terkoyak hati...."

Huhu jahat rupanya aku ni. InsyaAllah, tengah belajar untuk turunkan ego. Cuba untuk tak jadi suka membantah. Hehe thank you sahabat. Ukhwah fillah :)




p/s: Ehhh dah private kan blog pun masih sama je lagi frequency update ni.. aihh.. tikah2.. it's okay.. sekarang tengah fasa tak stabil actually. Risau ter-update masa jiwa kacau bilau, karang ada yang hati terkoyak.. sesal tak sudah kang.. uhuk