exaggerated

Feels like crying myself to sleep tonight. I'm still this useless helpless girl who can't even help herself. I'm still the dependent girl who keeps hoping that someone will speak things out for her. I fail to stand up for myself again. Life is so difficult right now for me. Feels like everyone is rampaging on me (but they're not). Ya Allahu Ya Samii'.. Forgive me Ya Ghafur. Save me Ya Rahim. Help me Ya Malik... T.T

takut hidup tanpa redhaMu..