Interview

Yesterday doesn't went well.
Every decision seems wrong.
Every plan went kaput.
It was miserable and my health didn't help.
and I only have myself to blame.
I am not disappointed with what I got in the end,
I am disappointed with myself only.
But I know things Allah allowed to happen were for reasons.
What happened yesterday was a lesson.
at least I came to learn more of what and where I lack.
Which is, very much.

No pain, no gain.

But sorry if I disappoint anyone.
Thank you very much to those who were very helpful and supportive.

I need not to explain any further.
Not really in the mood and it may not even be necessary.
Only I know why exactly I am the way I am.
Only I know how it feels to be me.
People can only judge, accept, hate, love
or help.

Game over.
Restart.

I still have to keep braving another given day.
Keep striving to be better each day.
Asking Allah for forgiveness
and forgive my own shortcomings and mistakes.