Focus point

Bismillah and Assalamualaikum

One thing about me, I am soooo lack of focus. And so fickle-minded at the same time. **The more I try to focus, the more drowsy I become. Hehee typical!** Since I don't really have a commitment for this time around, like an assignment or a job, I plan to learn as many thing I could under given time and energy. Plan. Planning on polishing my Arabic language, Tajwid (nama2 hukum), Fiqh, Ibadah, Maths, Chemistry, English, Photoshop, etc.. And I plan to learn new skills like sewing, or baking, or web-designing, or using Adobe Illustrator. (Besarnya cita2~!)

But I'm doing it not in a smart way I think *sigh*. I never focus on any. One day I was reading a book about Fiqh, after several pages I put it down because I fell asleep. Another day, I read another book, La Tahzan but still just for some pages only. The next day I decided to play with numbers so I did Sudoku as my pastime, neglecting all other books. Yesterday, when I try to continue reading those books, suddenly I think I need to improve my English vocabs and comprehension (as I'll be working soon iA and English is crucial! and I know I am still in sec. school level -__-"). So I reread Anne of Green Gables. So now, nothing is really accomplished *yet* here~

*sigh*

I need to learn to set priorities and goals and learn to follow them with discipline & determination.

Ne?