sangat down.

bila fikir banyak benda, down.

bila down, fikir laaagi banyak benda.

am doing a lot of rethinking and reconsidering.

am thinking of being selfish.

feeling so vulnerable and fragile at this moment.

tiba2 teringat lagu "life is like a boat"

salah satu ending bleach.

*sigh*

and i am thinking these all really served me right.

edit: today my ym status says "seperti mau ranap. bye. zZzZ~"

dan yeah ini selfish. sedangkan ribuan saudara kat gaza sana memang betul2 diranap. astaghfirullah..