sunshine

salam.

i love sunshine.
i prefer sunny day over the cool cloudy day.

eventhough it is hot and i'll get sweaty, but i feel more alive and fired up.

cloudy day makes me feel gloomy and wanna sleep all day long.

for days i've been missing the sunshine.

today, the sun came out, shining brightly.

and the sky was brilliant blue.

but my heart was a bit bitter.

i cannot smile along with the sun whole-heartedly.

i miss my friends.

maybe i AM..kinda..avoiding

of seeing, or talking directly with most of them. a little.

especially the close ones.

but i'm not saying that i purposely refuse to go when they ask.never.

if any of my frens ask me out i'll always try to go if i really have some times to kill.

i just have some issues with myself lately.

that i need more strenght to face people.

dear friends and bestfriends,

sorry if that hurts you all.

"silence is my self defense. and if my silence made you leave me, then it is my worst mistake."

sorry if you think i am being selfish.

the memories of me and you will always stay in my heart.

Myam, Tima & Iman

Insyirah & Ifhan

Najwa

Mye, Azfar and the gang.

n those who have been the reason i smile.