sentapp

assalamualaikum.

someone's status on Y!m wrote,

" you are what you do, not what you say"

sentapp.
aku dah sangat berubah.
banyak.

i use 'aku' to refer myself is not a problem.
i started to wear jeans, it's not something bad, ne?
[ and NO i don't "bercinta" so don't u worry about that. it is still a question. ]

but,
the way i feel towards things are different now.
the way i react too.
and i am way outspoken.
myam said so, too.
and i don't think it's in the good way.

i talk too much crap.

even if i try to talk about something good,
something that motivates,
or something useful for people,
i just ended up not living up to what i have said.
and i hate myself for that.

and oh why, why am i so so so lack of self-motivation.